keeping it all hidden!

I have always been taught not to keep anything in my mind and reflect something else in deed. I don't know how much sense does the sentence I just wrote contain.

Its all about how people can put on a mask and walk around keeping what they actually feel deep in their mind unrevealed. I have seen people happy all the time. I don't know if they are actually happy or is it that they keep everything suppressed in themselves. It's tough to understand and that is the only best part of it and otherwise it hurts the inner of every person. They can hide what they feel but it can come out someday like a tornado and kill every living thing in their life as far as I have seen.

I can never keep anything hidden within me. It just reflects so much on my face and in my voice and in every single thing I do. This is the one "main" place I fail (I failed a lot of times already in life, but I will catch up someday). I say, we should be able to hide every feeling within us and then never bring it on anyone else. We should finish it off on ourselves or on the walls :D. Impossible, I would say, but I have decided to try because impossible itself says I'm possible(I heard it from somewhere :P ). How far can you depend on everyone else to share your feelings with. Everything else can be shared but not the true feelings a person has within. So I have to keep it all hidden within and hurt anyone no more...

Regards,

Rugma.