not everyone...

I have looked up at a lot of people for a variety of reasons and I have rarely regretted doing so. But when I looked back I saw only one person, Vadhaa... The promise of my life. She has been there and I am sure that she will be there...

I have been selfish but not when it comes to my close friends. I always made sure that they got all what I got. But not always will we get back everything from them. I have given respect, though, not to all... But when you turn to get a slap, it does not make sense being the way you are... I have never regretted the deeds I have done for my friends but here I am, in a body with a mind that is hurt without any open mind around. Well, I am not supposed to be surprised because int his world it has to be ourselves before anyone. It should be 90% of us and only 10% (if time permits) of others. I will recover. As usual(like everyone says)...

Some time I feel I should not look at others the way I used to look at them during the innocent years of my life, but in the other I wish I were blind because I am not Him/Her who forgets the best!!! :P :P

I love my live... And I want the best out of it... :) :)